fuck you, fuck everything. their is no destination, for the sleepless. cold bitter hateful lonely empty emotions running through these veins driving me insane. i am insane. i know it, it runs through this blood, been passed down for generations. i need to find a clarity, a clear vision of use of this life. i fucked you, you fucked up we all fucked up. shit happens, fuck it fuck this fuck emotions fuck living i am returning to my bitter habits i can sense it. i have no feelings. i dont want feelings i just want loneliness. i dont want friends i want to move far, have no one but someone. i want comfort, i only selfish when i am fed up being nice. so fuck it, fuck you, i am ready i am insane. i am creating new type of nothingness. god deserted us, fuck this christian nation. i hope when the future children grow learn about this place christin influence will be minor. becuz forcing to believe in a god makes it so much harder to live. he fucked it up for us. he didnt make it for us.
all i want is to be in arms of comfort and some clarity. i understand so much more now.
who it is.
- cynthiashton
- i want my soul to be at peace. i'll fake it though the day, to get by. i am so lonely, but i like it. i dont know who i am.